Life is not the same and never will be. Christmas is coming and although we were not religious you always made sure we were together. This Christmas I will be on my own as everyone has 'their own lives'. I can't express to you how much that hurts, you would have made sure I was home with you if you were here. I wish you were .my third Christmas without you and the worst one yet. I thought it was meant to get easier? I miss you xxxx